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Avatar movie ... whats the opposite of rant?

Sat Dec 19, 2009, 12:20 AM
It was a great movie... i loved it, it had many great ideas and themes in it.
It's very motivational...

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The voices welcomes them with open arms
  • Watching: Avatar- the move not the anime

Ok so about MMO's

Sat Dec 12, 2009, 1:08 AM
How hard is it to create an MMO that i can like?

Very...
Very...
Next to impossible...
Hard.

I want an MMO that... Hmm i'll save this idea for when i create my own MMO that will destroy the current standard.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: The voices- pokes them with a q-tip(SHHH! plz?)
  • Watching: Bleach and Naruto on occasion

You know what i hate???

Sat Dec 5, 2009, 11:53 PM
I hate networks... I LOATHE THE COMPLICATEDNESS OF NETWORKS... i swear the techguys who know how to configure networks like to keep it complicated... SO FREAKIN COMPLICATED COMPUTER NERDS LIKE ME HAVE A HARD TIME WITH IT... those old videogames that require you to configure your setup... and your internet connnection... along with what type of connection you were using... Yeah LIKE I KNOW ANY OF THAT CRAP... although its not even a videogame...

The computer works fine when its just plugged in... but it had to reset the internet... constantly when i plug in my other router... and will it even let me connect to my network on wireless??? NO FREAKIN WAY... the only compuuter that has internet connection is the one that freakin RESETS EVERY FREAKIN SECOND... making my homework nigh impossible unless i chuck that worthless piece of crap out the window. AND I EVEN LIVE IN A BASEMENT!!!!

THE FREAKIN $125 i spent on this crap could have bought me some other cheaper worthless piece of crap.

STUPID NETWORK PEOPLE... Programmers purposly make things easy on the end user... but YOU HAVE TO $#@%$# IT UP BY MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE to configure a network without the "Easy Instillation CD" That doesn't even work anyway if you alreayd have a ROUTER CONNECTED TO YOUR NETWORK... i should have just bought a switch... never even dabbled in the worthlessness of WIRELESS.

On top of this i have my essay due on Monday... A painful head cold focused on my sinuses, Some Stomach problems that are associated with ACID REFLUX... and who knows what other crap...



Its not even the Wireless's fault... its the stupid network... I don't nessisarily hate Wireless... because i love to use it at school, and with my PSP but I HATE CONFIGUREING THE FREAKIN THING.

Ignore the mispelled words... i don't care to fix them... and the network topic don't deserve my respect for my proper use of grammar and punctuation. Becaue if i can't understand it then it doesn't get to understand me.



AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAD TO GO BACK TO MY ORIGINAL JOURNAL SKIN!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!


Today is just not my day...

That is all.

  • Mood: Cat Fight
  • Listening to: The voices- pokes them with a q-tip(SHHH! plz?)
  • Watching: Bleach and Naruto on occasion
  • Playing: Essay... Thats what i say! Bleh!!!!

Sunday comes yet again

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 29, 2009, 10:53 PM
Why am i so deppressed on Sundays?
Is it because of the exercise? that i don't get enough(so says an article in a magazine) i doubt it.

From the very early years (7-8) i remember being anxious about going to school and starting the week, especially after a long vacation or just even a weekend. although Christmas breaks and longer holidays were worse than just the single day breaks in the middle of a week.

Its always been that way, just like my anxiousness of sleeping over at someone else's house (although that has for the most part disappeared.) I took some medication when i was younger and it seemed to help, although i stopped taking it (because i didn't like to swallow pills) and i made myself get over it.

Now the Sunday anxiousness hasn't gone away, and i now have a new thing to be anxious about aside from sleep overs. Driving.

Driving has taken my old anxiety and pushed it back at me. Whenever i get into a car to drive... my confidence levels plumit if a parent isn't with me. I mean even short distances are bad (although really really short distances i may be able to manage if you can convince me to get in a car.) In short i hate driving, even though so many others view it as freedom... i don't and i just have this anxious feeling.

But now its even worse, when i'm in the car with someone else in the passenger seat, i look outside the window... and whenever we come to a red light, or when we turn left, or do anything with the slightest risk of miscalculation... i freak out, more or less tense up till we get through the area of tenseness.

I even tried the medication i took when i was younger... and now i get sick when i take it... although that may just be because i've been having a poor stomach lately...
I need to get that checked out... i've been noticing that i've been getting sick more and more often.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: The voices- pokes them with a q-tip(SHHH! plz?)
  • Watching: Bleach and Naruto on occasion
  • Playing: Nothing today(been workin on my essay)

Hmm interesting day.

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 28, 2009, 11:00 PM
Today was very interesting, i got to know one of my friends very well. This was a friend that is a girl whom i like, and whom i am also just starting a relationship with.

Its going a lot slower than most relationships, as my sister... and her boyfriends move slightly faster... ok a lot faster, they are usually done and over with within a few months to a month at the least.

But we've been friends for a long time, something like 6-7 years, and recently and just recently we've started dating... although we're still caught in between friendship and a relationship, and that is due to both of us being very shy.

I'm contented... although i do with i was a little braver >.> <.< and not such a wimp as one of my other friends would put it.

I will say i can't stop thinking about her, and that i like listening to her voice and making her laugh.

And its not like time is of the essence either. But i would like to talk to her alone more often, and not have to scramble my words every time i speak to her(little did i know this actually happens.)

But we played a game called Bongo, which involved dice, and a lot of people frantically picking up those dice, and my friend wins the main prize ($20) on her first time playing the game (congratulations)

Well that about sums up the day except for the fact that we also got White Hot Chocolate... which tasted just like whipped cream, but was still good.

  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: My thoughts
  • Watching: Anime (duh) possibly some other TV dramas
  • Playing: PS3, PSP, and my Computer
  • Eating: Nothing ATM
  • Drinking: A&W Root Beer(mmm ^^ tastes like vanilla icecr

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